Fall in love with your work...

I used to always feel that chocolates and shopping are two things which immensely make me happy. But I was mistaken... Off late I have realized that a day loaded with full of reaponsibilities at work makes me more happy.. Or I would rather say I feel way to satisfied. When at 11 pm I leave my workplace with a smile on my face thats when it shows and makes me realize that I ain't tired of work rather it makes happy and feel accomplished....

Well, I am definitely not doing my dream job.... but I love what I do because I believe in giving my best at whatever I do... And at times it doesn't even matter what paycheck I get, what designation I have, if all my professional aspirations are fulfilled, what appreciation or acknowledgement I get from management or how many hours I work, etc etc... All I know and feel is satisfied with my work.... 

Well, but that doesn't mean I always want be loaded with work.. Lol...but this realization is wonderful... I love my work and I love this life... And when you love something you do... You find everything beautiful... And thats how I feel right now...

Need some magic...

This feeling of not able to have something in your life which you desire the most and spend every single moment thinking about it.... I am a very positive person usually but sometimes this feeling it chokes me within... 

However I try to show or remain happy I just cant.... Like something is eating me from inside... Like i feel swirls in my stomach... I am not a person who asks things to god... I believe in approaching life with smile as it comes but this desire of mine.....that feeling of having that special something in my life leads me to past and makes me nostalgic about old memories...

I know miracles happen and I have experienced them but this time I really need God to wave his magic wand....to make my wishes come true cause this time I dont want something .. I really need it...

Putting behind 2013...

How time flies.?? !! How day changes.. ? How months after months year changes...???!!!! Somehow I felt 2013 jusy flew by... Like within blink of an eye...

When 2013 was started .. I was mainly worried that ohh lord..!! Now only 5 months left for me to stay in Uk... In no time days passed and I was landed in India... By the time I would have realized, 2013 was half over...

Remaining half year flew by in missing UK and getting back to the routine life of India... It wasn't bad though... But wasn't  even great enough... Still, for me 2013 was most balanced year in last 10 years... The ride was comparatively smooth and calm to previous many years... It was a year of mix feelings... 

Year of Joy and sadness, receiving and losing, falling and rising (not literally... ;-)), achieving long due promotion, enjoying that old family time, making one of your childhood dream come true, gaining that old friendship back with your buddies, that total determination of getting into right shape, that CLICK @First Sight, that first marathon run (my long due dream), totally improving your positive potion, realizing the true people, finding your old hobbies...some good news and some really sad ones... The year was filled with enormous incidents... But an overall a consistent one for me.. Been a lil' high and low but have been content... Which make me feel that good... Supriya, you are improving... And ending a year with such a positive note that 2014 is gonna bring the BEST for U....

A year ended without celebration (There was no party like every year... But still I was extremely happy inside).., and began my day of 2014 in a spiritual way... A year started with a serendipity... Like god is saying ... This is your year... Live it to the fullest... Stay happy, keep smiling, live every moment, keep dreaming and keep believing in that magic within you which makes you going... ;-)

Dear 2014,

Here I come to live the best moment, best year my life....stay with me.... :-)

Luv,

A girl who still believes in dreams, magics  & miracles... :-)