Cheers to those happy moments....

After long long very long time... probably in last 6 months or more.... sitting alone in my room with laptop..... playing my favourite playlist of videos on Youtube... and loads of thoughts running back of my mind.... thinking to pen down them.... writing .... erasing... smiling... thinking...writing again....hmmnnnn..... I always get caught into this situation... when I am filled with loads....loads and loads of thoughts.... and I wanna put down every bit of it... without manipulating it.... like I write everything that I want to without being hesitated... without being thinking of consequences of it.... 

but then I feel....why writing... why not life can be like this...??!!! :-)... where we live without thinking... every bit of it.... every single moment.... like there is no tomorrow... a moment filled with immense joy.... a heart filled with love and happiness....fun and laughter...lil sorrows... and lit tough time to make us strong but where in the end everything is beautiful.. a perfect happy ending.... just like a fairy tale.... :-)

oops... see how much my thoughts wonder.... basically what I was thinking  is that .......I love this time of mine.... where its just me and my thoughts.... which lets me understand myself, my strength, my weakness, my happy moments, my sad sides, my opinions, my wantings, my likes, my dislikes.... its the moment which lets me live... its my own time... just me and myself....where I can enjoy my own company....

Even though I don't really enjoy staying alone... sometime yes, I do love it... I love staying awake for no reason till late where I know next morning I have to wake up and go to work... love watching those same scenes from movies which I have seen 100 of times.... "Specially the one from PS I love you where Gerry and Holly meets for the first time... and she say I am lost...." :-)

All these things basically takes me back to the time I spent in UK with my crazy better half (my bestie)...not literally... lol...where we used to lie down in bed after coming from long day of work (where we used to keep on talking to each other half of the time.. ;-)).... and keep watching all the lovey dovey movies again and again... until 4 - 5 in the morning when we exactly knew that 8 o'clock we have to reach work... but how does it matter... you are in that moment.. enjoying it to the fullest... without even thinking what's gonna happen....

All such small small incidents... they make me smile now... and I feel glad that I didn't think of work and slept on time cause I had to reach office on time.... or else I would have missed my smile TODAY... 

Love thy friends....

I have always loved fairy tales and believed in the angels... but imagine having such angels in your life.... :-)

Well, I am one lucky girl having angels in my life.... whatever the situation, time, place... these angels have always protected me.....

Many times I was at my worst but these angels have made me laugh and made me forget all the sorrows I had...
and some times I have felt aimless in life but these lovely angels in life came up with awesome ideas to keep me going....
Many times I felt least confident about myself and my angels boost up my spirit to the core....
I have felt down and got up in the high... only because of my angels...
And many times I am happy and they added to my happiness....

These angels in my life have done a lot for me... its countless...
Inspired me to do things I like....
Helped me decide the right path for me....
Shown me the right direction...
Made me laugh, made me cry, drove me crazy, made me mad, those endless stupid talks, those future plannings, non stop day dreaming....those phases of life when its just gals, gals, gals.... those endless secret sharing and planning..... those talks of deciding to having babies at same time...removing that office frustration in front of them,  doing that endless crazy shopping.... this list will never end if i keep writing....

what I would have done without my friends.... who are no less than angels...... they kept filling and till date filling my life with their magic...... lucky have beautiful angels around me in form of F.R.I.E.N.D.S. :-)

Something made in heaven....

I love weddings... Specially when its family or friend's..... The environment around, that chaos, ladies busy dressing up and showing off their attires and jewelries... Men busy with their own talks... Kids involved in their own plays....that hell lot of preparation before wedding and those messed up surrounding around after wedding....

But wondering whats the mind set of bride and groom... Its a D day for them... Little excitement, lil' nervousness, lil irritation for standing those long hours on stage greeting everyone.... Those heavy cloths which you are probably never gonna wear... Loads n loads make up of bride... Those never ending rituals n ceremonies... And in all this that happiness of starting a new life... A life you always dreamt of having... A life to be spent with your prince charming.... A beginning of new stage in your life, new responsibilities, new family... New people to accept and to be accepted among them... Its beautiful... Just beautiful....

You gotta get over it....

Met a friend today... i knew what is happening in her life as in personally but I avoid talking cause I dont wanna make her upset....

But everytime we talk some or other way that topic will come and tears start rolling on her cheeks... A person who is in relationship with someone for 10 or more long years and then one person falls out of luv... Its so easy!! Isn't it??!! Does other person think or even understands the state of mind of a person who is still in love and hoping that things will get better...??!!!

My friend....Such a strong lady but has surrendered to her emotions... I know very well that it is difficult to accept reality and move on in life... Specially when you see things not happening as you had expected. But thats a logical acceptance of mind which heart declines to follow..., and thats what my friend is doing....running behind the something which u know doesnt exist... But it is difficult for anyone to make her understand... A person needs to understand on his own.

There are so many people in this world who doesn't want to move on. They remain sticked to past and ruin their present and future both. Rather realize its not an end of world... 

One thing I have learnt with my experience... Sitting and crying over the problem again and again leads you nowhere. Rather accept the fact, analyse if it can be resolved.., if yes then work on it and if not then once for all cry out that pain and when you are done wipe those tears and move on... 

Its gonna be difficult initially, rather very difficult... U'll be in pain and will feel like the only unhappy person on earth... But come over that thought... Look around.... There are people who are happy even though they are orphan or disabled or in some situation which is uncurable or unrepairable....

Feel the pain of others and try to make them happy n see how ur soul will be filled with happiness... Heartaches happen... Some people are lucky not to have them but think that you are super lucky... God has given you another chance to be loved by a bettew person... ;-) as life doesnt end because of anyone... Its just the end of one inning and beginning of other....:-)

Love the life you live....

Have you ever observed or realized how much people around us inspire us or teach us....??

Well, I feel we all experience this everyday or probably every moment... but I have started acknowledging this experience off late. And why not when you are getting best lessons from a very known institute called "LIFE".....

I have learnt most important lessons of life after passing out from school or college.... the real experiences of life teaches you the most important lessons....

Well, These thoughts are not coming from me because I experienced something bad and learned some lesson... experience could be good, bad or best.... I did had some bad experiences... but I don't even remember them... all I remember is good memory which instantly puts smile on my face... and not to mention while writing this line also it is making me smile...

Like, everyday I drive to work... I see small kids playing near slum with so much joy... with minimal cloths, probably no exclusive toys and no access to luxury but the smile on their face is immense... it gives pleasure and makes others also smile....

There are N number of such things happen around us every moment... its up to you what you wanna observe and what you wanna adopt from it....

So enjoy the your everyday journey in this institute called "LIFE".... attend the classes.... bunk some... follow some rules... break some... set the goals.... and work towards achieving them... enjoy those small and big breaks.... do your homework and miss it doing sometimes.... get punished sometimes and get awarded ....
make new friends and maintain old ones.... enjoy the moments life falling in love for the first time.... believe in miracles.... and see that Life is sooo beautiful.... :-)

Walk, run, fall, rise... But never stop ..

Many times I have so much in mind to put down on paper but I am just bewildered with loads and loads of thoughts that I don't understand what to put and what not to.....??

But just now going through all my thoughts I realized at the end it leads to one single point and that is Positivity... Over the period of time I have understood that positivity is nothing but living each and every moment with happiness.... whether it is good time or bad time, tough or easy, sunshine or rain, good people or bad people... its in everything....

Positivity is nothing but how you take each moment...

I know very well that it is very difficult to think or remain positive all the time... and I am not saying I stay positive always but I always try to... Yes, there are moments that makes me weak and make me feel "Oh Lord, is it ever gonna happen..??!!" But the moment such thought occurs in my mind, my heart send signal to my mind.... relax... don't you see it happening... stay positive it is surely gonna happen... and I smile with happiness in my heart... by thinking if not now... but surely soon.... :-)

I have always believed or I would rather say I have learnt to believe that "Whatever happens, happens for good and if we don't understand the reason for it happening right now don't stress yourself. When right time will come you will understand the reason." :-)

Too much of funda... isn't it??!!!

But by implementing such small small things in our daily life we can make life so much easier... Rather than crying on problems... smile and face them... Problems will look smaller, easier....Try to find happiness in your own... rather than looking at others and envy them....

According to me simple funda to remain positive / happy is,

Smile... even if its a small thing...
Do thing which makes you really really happy.... :-)
Talk to people who makes you smile.... :-)
Help others... this gives immense pleasure...
Go for a walk ... enjoy the nature...
Spend time with family and friends....
and last but not the least.... "LOVE YOURSELF"...

I am not trying to be any philosopher... this is what I learnt from my experiences.... if you feel happy from heart... everything looks easy and good.... :-) 

Experiencing others feeling... :-)

Today saw a mail in my official mailbox from a known person but with whom I dont interact regularly. Mail said "marriage sweets at my desk." I was surprised as I didn't see that girl going for long vacation for her wedding. I was definitely curious....

And suddenly I saw her near pantry. I went to her and immediately questioned popped out of my mouth.." Hey, did you get married...??!!!" She replied.. yes and started telling me about how and when all this happened... In these few minutes I obeserved her mehandi, bangles, new salwar kurta and most important and her eyes... eyes filled with joy and happiness... Eyes telling you about her heart.... :-) 

I have always known this girl as a quite person. She will talk only if required (may be that much I know about her). But it was pleasant feeling to see her with so much of joy... A joy shown from smile, eyes and body language... It literally made me happy tooo... I felt like I am only telling someone that "yes, I got married..!!"

This incident again made me realize that happiness is not only about us or related to us.... We can experience extreme happiness in others too... :-)

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